Ray LaMontagne had it right...
Trouble, trouble, trouble, trouble
Trouble been doggin' my soul since the day I was born
Worry, worry, worry, worry
Worry just will not seem to leave my mind alone
Been in a spot of trouble lately. Trouble of my OWN making this time. Trouble that didn't need to happen. Suffice it to say that this 45-yr-old woman sometimes still has the mouth and foresight of an adolescent.
Let me own that I made pronouncements that were unkind.
I think that bothers me more than anything. I've had my share of troubles. Hell, I've SHARED my troubles with all who would listen. I never thought I was the type to inflict troubles on someone else.
It's a humbling experience. And a learning one. I'm grateful to learn that I'm still young enough to learn,
And I'm starting over.
And I'm still yelling...just trying to remember to do it with love.